content warning
raw vulnerable feelings like a child telling you a secret ( because they were )
( ( say thank you ) )

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series: listening to ancestors
d-con-struct-ing

after being overwhelmed with “feelings” during a hard situation
and
having turned the page
we sat in silence
and by we i mean me
they were yelling

and i listened
first they wanted to be drawn
then they wanted to chat
then they wanted names

but i did not know them well enough for them to grant me the privilege
of telling me their true names
verb-ing was sufficient
a choice few i had deeper relationships with

they have all consented to their likeness being shared here

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https://recorder.google.com/7ad2bb4c-1d64-46d7-9d28-df767c5c5c96

1. JUDGER? – lil angry ball of fire – they’re shitty
2. SOOTHER ( 13 ) – lotus pose – they’re kind
3. ANALYZER – magnif-eye-ing glasses ( eye of sauron ) – they’re hurt
4. RAGER? – BIG angry ball of fire – THEY DESERVE TO DIE
5. QUESTIONER – perplurious face – huh what’s that about
6. THINKER DEEP THOUGHT – thinky face with thinky cloud – it must be…
7. PLAY – grumpy child-being – I’m bored play with me
8. DOER THE EXECUTIVE – weary weary soul slipping into sleep at their desk – I’ve been doing so much
9. PLEASURE? – tiny mischevous gremlin saying GIMME – gimme let me take over
10. ABSORBER? – body-being ponderously regarding shadow – oh that’s interesting
11. PERFECTER – french woman pointing out flaws – ew gross it needs to be perfect
12. SCARED – terrorified baby-man-animal-being – 
13. SOOTHER ( 2 ) – wide open arms – have a hug

—1/18/2014

—12/18/2013

—truth

—1/18/2025