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humorous take on panic attacks

intentions
be seen in suffering / insight / aliveness

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listening td-to death
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HA
just googled “what is a panic attack”
turns out my life is basically one extended panic attack
if i don’t change tasks every 20 minutes i start to have a panic attack
the language i use for this is
“my heart feels the need to tell me we’re alive”
“i am grateful my heart is telling me we’re alive”

i laughed out loud reading the symptoms
so grateful to be alive
what a fantastic life i live
so much privilege
so much time / space
the joy of the universe knows no bounds
love you friends

—may thirtyone twothousandtwentyfive